Up at 4
No, 4:30
Light trickles out of the woods
I dust off my brain
Pound a fist in my mitt
To catch the tinsel God throws me
I wiggle my toes
With shuddering, babyish delight
Take a long snootful
Of the pre-dawn wind
Reassure myself
That God is still pitching
S’OK
My mitt is well-oiled
And I weep a little with joy
To reaffirm that the universe
Still revolves around me
And my fuzzy brain
And my aching heart
And in time
In MY time
The birds begin
To sing just for me
Light eases and oozes
Up through the woods
And I know there’s a bear there
Who’ll miss me terribly
When I’m gone
Which could be today
So I hug my pillow
And wait for the sun
To crawl up our hill
And make the trees shudder
Bring a tear to my eye
Pull back the covers
Comb my eyebrows
And just breathe
My 80-year-old
Joys…