I am learning to forgive myself, how to scour the floor
Of my dilapidating soul of remorse
& scrap the debris of regret off the pate of my mind.
Tell me:
Is the world
Now safe for us, the crumbs of creation,
Frail-hearted beings, to tread?
Has the black-hearted men bartered
Their enormity for light at the bazaar of redemption?
You whose rare smile rekindle
The moribund flame of hope
In my aghast chest,
Hang me like a gem in your vault of vows.
There’s a part of me gradually going dinosaur
A tribe in my mind slowly caressing the lips of oblivion
Don’t blame me, dear admirers,
For always acting blind to the roses
You drop every dawn at my door:
The traumas, blazing embers
Of the past are still very much alive.