There’s an aching pain deep within. A longing need, a desire. I feel my heart and body searching and looking for you. My mind is puzzled trying to grasp such a loss. No answers are given, no comfort Is offered. To hold you and love you. Is all I ask. I’m paralyzed, stuck in that day. Calendar goes on and the season’s changes. Here I sit stuck and waiting. Praying to wake up and it all not be true. To go back in time, I would for you. Holding you in my arms once more. Freezing time and holding you longer. Giving to me, then taken so suddenly and abruptly. To have my baby back is my only request. Knowing it won’t happen, leaves me grieving. I loved you then, still love you now. Always will love you forever and ever my sweet sleeping angel Cody.