Face front to the wind.
I cannot relax I threw up this morning I
Find something foreign in this gray air.
It was the bird I had skirt
the grass that didn’t colour my pants
Ten minutes
a robin pluming its feathers
the wind’s at
my back
my inhale
my head’s heavy the rest of me light.
I did not sleep last night I do not now
The River dizzies me,
bigger than I
could ever know
More moving than I
Ever
tall, from days of rain I worry
the rock I sit upon will float off
I say
they don’t fall that fast
I hope