I know I shouldn’t
But I can’t help it
Sometimes I don’t have the control to stop
It is wrong
And I know
But the satisfaction
the feeling of a little less pain
I don’t know why
Maybe it is the pity
The want for attention
Yet I tell no one
Hidden in broad daylight
It is a shadow that haunts me
Doesn’t leave always returns
Nothing permanent
Only enough to feel alive
Like a human