Dig your callused fingers into the dirt again
and pull
upward until you find me gasping for air
don’t place me in a bucket lost
in a sea of worms the world
used to know
My slithering, slimy, soil filled mouth –
I want you to kiss me again and
tell me I’m pretty,
but my three inch body, clay colored eyes
disgust you from such lust
You found me once before, in a life
far away from now
I had brown hair, two legs, and hands
to hold you
Here I recognize your curls
But your eyes pass, am I indistinguishable?
a whiff of my perfume and
You place me on the grass,
I stare up at you in awe
As flowers find your palms,
and you lay me right beside them, you say
“You’re my favorite worm I know”
softly as the moon lights
I’m asking, pleading, begging you still
to answer the question that plagues
my grubby mind –
Do you love me now as you loved me before?
I was pretty then, am I still pretty now?