Blackened tears pour
from blues, plop into
my pores from a lash
poking my pupil.
I am popping
my knuckles, popping
Mom’s patience- she kicks
my shins in the pews. Peer
over the blubberers, hear
the pastor’s praise
for the person who was
apathetic at best, ignore
the pinch of pain. I am
painted pretty for
my parents, pulled
to the parish against
my pleasing. I put
on pumps instead
of boots because beauty
is better than improper
posture. I didn’t
paint my lashes with
waterproof ink- I bathed
them in lush carbon.