I didn’t think about it much then
But I do now understand
The precision with which my
Grandmother could skin
Apples and potatoes
Such serene cool about her face
Not a line in the skin reminiscent
Of a frown, nothing in the eyes
Twinkled a smile
Her tiny fingers never slipped
Steady in their journey
Never wasting apple or potato
Only skinning what was necessary
When I’m fumbling a knife around
An apple staring out into my backyard
(My lack of rigor reminds me that
My hardships are nothing to hers)
I do think about
Our lives as parallel
Or as derailed synonyms
As a little girl I didn’t think about it much
But as a woman, I do now know
What my grandmother was thinking
When she skinned with such precision