PERSON Poem: Loverboy, by Sylas Yarad

Albert Camus wrote that Life is absurd.
That’s what I’m thinking about when I look at her.
I feel the addict gene they told me I have,
somewhere between the tumor and smokey lungs
contorting
to match the mold she’s carved out with her words.
She’s filled me with them,
and she doesn’t even know it.

Life is absurd, I think,
watching her fingertips make lines in the sand
of this background noise.
I see the space around her,
and I see what she takes up of it
and I am envious.

To be jealous of abstraction, is what it is to need her.
To know the vice that holds you,
and to continuously negate seeking a form of virtue
to combat it, is what it is to fall
into something like love.

I am well versed in the aching of it.
This is all familiar, but I don’t mind in the least.
I agree that Life is absurd. And in absurdity
I find a small corner of sanity
that looks something like the crosswalk by my house,
as well as a reason to continue on living.

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