Every trip I looked
In the window of
Diesels that passed by
Neck craned and sanguine
Every commute I hoped
To see them on the road
My last memory was
The convoy
Every drive I tried
For years, to find the one
That didn’t want
To be found
Every trek I scanned
For any sign, thinking
If they saw me
It’d change their mind
Every ride I reflect
Breaking the cycle to
Be the parent that mine needs
And not the one I had