The graveyard
Beside this graveyard, wailed my eyes out
Didn’t get to have a final word with you
Never got to meet you
The memories that were expected from us
Was never experienced
Had I known this would happen
I would have come earlier than you
Seen how you looked and how you played
Protected you and played with you
With no picture of you, I have forgotten how you look
I can’t say I miss, because I didn’t have enough moment with you
I will clearly say I miss what we would have had
A life full of your support and love
I would steal your clothes and you would mine
Make jokes for you, to see how wild your smile is
Tell you my ideas and we laugh at the mistakes we will make
Never afraid to breakdown and cry out loud to you
When it is tough and unyielding.
Still give me a deep hug after shouting down at you.
Having you close, would have been a pill enough to keep me going
Would have had a sister from the same mother not another
We would fight but an hour will not pass us ignoring each other
We will cry together and laugh together
Be the maid of honor on your wedding day
And you would be the first to see my ring.
I would love you fiercely and you will be the perfect big aunty for my kids.
A beautiful family we would have made
If only, if only
You are home with me not this graveyard.
Softness
Fragile deep inside her enclosed heart
Warmness erupted from her like volcano
She’s a delight to have and to cherish
In her lifetime she’s never seen hardship
Enwrapped in the sunshine from riches