Grief chews my ribs like an untamed hymn,
keeps me awake when the streetlights dim.
Your mug still stains on the windowsill,
cold as the hand I can’t keep still.
I smell your shirts when the house won’t sleep,
salt on my tongue where the nightmares seep.
Your laugh is a ghost in the hallway’s throat,
a knife in the air where your shadow wrote.
I beat my chest to a broken drum,
every thud asks why you don’t come.
Even the dawn feels counterfeit here,
a paper sun I can’t hold near.
But still your name claws stars apart,
scratching the sky like a desperate heart.
If grief is proof that you ever were mine,
then I’ll bleed this hymn till the end of time.