Bury me in a blue sequined dress
with a plunging rhinestone neckline
to be looked upon in a bedazzled open coffin
lit by a hot pink spotlight under a white tent at night.
Prepare me to sparkle for eternity
a joyful unceasing beacon in the afterlife
restore the light that was quenched from me
release me from the dark.
In a faraway land of epicurean delight
Lived a legendary man who made sandwiches right
He would travel the realms to prepare for kings and queens
For what he put inside the bread were magic and dreams
His sandwiches piled high with meats from ceiling to floor
No one had ever tasted anything so glorious before
Hero to all for his marvelous belly stuffing treats
No one could challenge him or his incredible feats
At home he had a beautiful wife with golden hair
As well as a boy and a girl so cherished, oh how he cared
So lucky he was why would he ever want to venture out
Many wished they had such a beautiful family to tout
Yet restless he was wanting even more fame than he had
Was he willing to leave behind being a husband and a dad?
But ego and greed can be such a terrible lure
So, one day he set out saying he would be back for sure
From home he would roam to uncharted islands unnamed
He was looking for a mythical ingredient to enhance his fame
Searching near and far he would leave no bush or rock unturned
For he knew the fanfare, which he would receive upon his return
This ingredient he sought a rare spice he hoped to locate
Hundreds have tried but no one returned or knows of their fate
He knew he was the one to solve the mystery ahead
So onward he went “fame and fortune will be mine” he said
As he was wandering around an ogre stepped in his way
As he tried to pass, the ogre said “you are here to stay”
Inquiring “what do you mean please allow me to go by”
The ogre held firm “you are trespassing on sacred land is why”
This amazing sandwich maker was beginning to get scared
He knew he was in trouble by the ogre’s evil stare
For the first time thoughts of his family entered his head
Why had he left behind, all which he loved for glory instead
As the ogre took him away and locked him in a cell
The sandwich maker longed for his family back in the dell
What will I do he said, how will I escape to get back home?
Or will I be left here out of false pride to die all alone
They will think I left them with no intention of return
All I wanted was to be rich giving them all that I earn
Now all that I wish for is to go home to my family
Ogre I am begging, I learned my lesson, please set me free
What lesson is that the ogre said with a curious glare
All that matters in life is the family I left there
I thought Fortune and fame would provide their wildest dreams
But I have now learned our love is all that matters he beamed.
The ogre’s eyes now dampened drenching the land with his tears
Said to the sandwich maker go home right now, get out of her!
Hurry away before I change my mind and never let you go
Be what you learned, tell your wife and kids that you love them so
So, as he journeyed back to everyone, he’d left behind
He wondered what type of reception at home he would find
Would his wife become mad that he came home with empty hands?
How about his children with no gifts from this faraway land?
There before him the dell, as his house came into view
His wife on the porch so pretty, he was ever so thrilled
Their eyes met, falling into each other’s arms, holding so tight
His children joined in making everything so magically right
The Sandwich maker grateful with his family at his side
He went back to making his delights for all who stopped by
All along he had everything anyone could ever need
Family, love, and respect from all, on that he would feed
In the sole required text for that Intro to Western Civ
State-college course I took as a freshman, in the chapter
On the 19th century Industrial Revolution in England,
I saw farmhands by the dozens streaming up the street
From a black iron gate, their agricultural work rendered
Obsolete by mechanization, migrants from fields of grain
In the West Midland countryside who’d sought employment
In the city to support their families, creased hands and faces
As smeared with soot as the chimney-sweeping children
In William Blake’s Songs of Innocence and of Experience,
No longer rewarded for their labor by a soft pink layer
Of cloud on the horizon, in a dimness lit by oil lanterns,
In grimed bib overalls, black boots, and flat cloth caps,
Clogging the thoroughfares of the first big city to build
The “Satanic mills” derided, in Blake’s anthemic “Jerusalem”
For spoiling the beauty of “the green and pleasant land,”
Only to emerge, in the grainy black and white photograph
On the facing page, from a gray mass of slurry and steam,
In silhouette in the cobbled street like a herd of black sheep
After the 12-hour workday in the Birmingham factory—
Predecessors of my grandfather, my uncle, and my father,
Who lathed sheets of metal and labored in tool and die
For a coal-mining machinery company in Columbus, Ohio,
For more than thirty years each, who showered at work
And shot the shit with buddies in the locker room before
Car-pooling home in one or another of their shiny sedans,
Entering the house by the same door they’d left by at dawn,
Leaving behind in the locker at the shop clothes as greasy
And yellow safety helmets as hard and bright as those
Of their African American and Appalachian workmates:
Fabricators in the shed, forklift operators, and shippers
And receivers on the docks who routinely lost their fingers
Or got bonked in the head with a beam swung by a crane,
Yet who remained as proud of the things they produced,
Shovels, dozers, scrapers, loaders, excavators, draglines,
And universal cutting machines for fossil-fuel exploitation,
In spite of the deleterious eventual effects of pollution
And the unknown connection of coal to climate change
As the rough Brummie blokes at the end of the workday were
Of the practical things they made in those Birmingham mills:
Textiles made from the cotton of slave-camp plantations
In Asia and the Americas, cast iron from the coke of ore
Mined in creek-beds and forged in coal-burning furnaces,
Steam engines that “freed the manufacturing capacity
Of human society from the limited availability of hand, water,
And animal power,” sulfuric acid, a hybrid of copper
And iron known as “vitriol,” responsible for the modern
Chemical industry as we know it today, for the DuPonts
And Dows, the Chevrons and Monsantos, that make such vast
And inexpensive quantities of indispensable necessities,
Fertilizer, detergent, insecticide, and batteries, antifreeze,
Rust remover, petroleum, and paint, if not also responsible
For the raging epidemics of cancer that began to ravage
The reproductive organs, the breasts, endometria, cervixes,
Uteri, vulvas, vaginas, and ovaries of women, not to mention
Their lungs, livers, pancreases, lymph nodes, stomachs,
And brains, when the Forest of Arden, celebrated
As a retreat from civilization by Jacques in Shakespeare’s
Comedy As You Like It, was surveyed by greedy speculators
And clear-cut, like North America, for firewood and lumber.
Their moment had come where the truth was told…
From that point forward nothing was known.
All that remained is the constant flow
that stained their minds that had come to a close.
Their minds bestowed only what is allowed.
Allowed to be harvested at the time of the burial shroud.
The shroud erodes as the moment draws close,
but the lingering effects seemed to beam the most.
They stumbled many times, many times did they trip.
They tripped on the steps that they thought that they missed.
They missed the steps that they thought they had took,
They took the steps that they thought that should.
Too many times did they take the clear path.
The clear path calculated with all of their math.
Their math did not equate to the sum of the goal,
so they sold all they had and all he had was their souls.
They decided at that moment that they would no longer trip…
Trip on the steps that they had already missed.
The goal was in front, and they continued to fight.
Fight for their freedom in each other’s mind.
His mind held him back, for it told him the lies.
The lies that he repeated made him fall by the wayside.
She cracked and crinkled each time that he fell, but will no longer for
she
has escaped from that hell.
Whether you pretend to see me,
or you actually do
eventually, eyes betray
and look at what they really want.
In an attempt to know myself,
I know you.
What it means to know beauty.
To find a moment you hope lasts forever.
A smile that forgets how fragile
we really are,
and forgets how long it’s supposed to last.
How fast eyes can swell with tears,
and how ashamed we can be
to not let anyone see or know.
Knowing these truths
is to admit that everyone gets tired.
I extend these roses to you.
Each rose a release
that loosens the weight in our chest
not to interrupt your routine,
or even stop you from where you’re going,
but a pause to remember that we are human.
That in this escape,
it’s quite possible
you need these more than I do.
To ease the dirt that’s rested under your nails
from a long day of work.
To be the pause that stops and thinks
of something other than self.
The only peaceful thing we know
that dies with dignity.
But before it wilts
and bleeds in silence,
it’s filled with water
and planted in a vase
and remembers.
As one of the only things
That made you smile