God won’t let these tears fall from my eyes .
No matter how much I want to fucking break down and cry.
Just wanna better myself and give my son the world
But damn ! I’m just one fucking girl
I know I ain’t the 1st single mom out there
I know there’s people that have it worst off then me
I’m just tryna take care of business
But this fucking devil keeps pushing me
Most of the time I feel alone
Most of the time I’m all on my own
But I try not to let it show
Damn how much more can I take though?
I haven’t turned to drugs,didn’t want the easy way out
But in the back of my mind , should I try it out
Pop a pill,
Drink away the pain
Drown in my sorrow
Who else can I blame?
No matter how dark these thoughts are I know I can’t do that ,
I love my son and I know I gotta be the BEST I can be , for him
I won’t let the bad outweigh me
I’m WAY to strong
So I’ll continue to be strong and Press on!