One day he marks me down
and walks away.
He wings out
to places, I hate to know
Next, I want him so
but he tours
on a cove, I despise.
Soon I will not care
for the filth
he has as his den.
I bury stillborn dreams.
I learn to stay
in the crisp mist
far from his residues.
Today I howl him down.
My dreams wear padlocks:
No Entrance.
Today, I regret
Taking him back to the day
He came:
Not a word of excuse
Love
Why
Wherefore.
We set off from there.
I smother
Whys and wherefores
The mind, however, does not forget
And I revisit the boneyard
Of yesterday’s dreams.