(Poem about being a single mother)
It started with a simple dream
A single mom, an apartment on the lake
and a blue computer screen
Two Ikea colored filled rooms
Seagulls singing songs in the late afternoon
Just below the balcony on a bed of grass
Unblemished was the set of her new beginnings
But she didn’t know, not while she was living in it
All she had was where she’d been
Her eyes focused on the computer screen
It’s a beautiful day in the neighborhood
He’s got a blue electric motorcycle
and he zooms through the kitchen
Then he swishes passed her swiveled chair
She feels the cool breeze of his creative air
and she just sits there
Gone are the solidified words which so passionately
possessed her just a few months ago
Gone are the concerns that kept her from her desires
The things she couldn’t see through
Not while she was living in it
And so it was born, a plan
Because the dream is all she had in the first place
So off she went left the shore for a temporary apartment
A step side ward, while onward she worked on the side
An old stove full of someone’s lonely past
A broken pool in the basement, a small dark sauna
Not the aqua blue the fresh waves that she longed for
She slept alone and rode the night
Because this side turn produced many of fights
but she needed this as they say, to build character
She followed the tricycle down the path
Where she once walked to find solace on the water front
Which clothed her with the rays
Enough to fill the early morning bike ride to the day care up the road
Her little boy in the back seat singing songs like
It’s a beautiful day in the neighborhood
Beautiful day, Beautiful Day, Beautiful Day, in the neighborhood
Then there came another side turn, and I say side turn
Because when you’ve got goals there are only side turns, no back turns
Then she took a dive because she loves diving into things
Because each flight is a good lesson
She learns that what was once a struggle becomes food for thought
So out of her new soulful encounters she was able to progress
You see finding herself has become her major accomplishment to date
Because it lead her to what truly matters
SHARON MUSGRAVE
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