Yes I’m angry but do you even care
Time and time the pain I didnt want to bare
All I was searching was a smile
But instead I found this list that lasted a mile
Name after name instance after instance
I know why you started to provide that distance
Fuck me right or that’s how it seemed
Not even on my worst day could this be something I dreamed
Guessing this is what I deserved right
Dealing with this nonsense our future not looking so bright
Gathering space in the internal realm of my mind
Being nonchalant to the disrespect completely blind
Tried giving my all but then again how could I
Staring into your hard blank wishing this debate would just go by
Wanna know a kicker to all of this
There was one waiting on the downfall ready to supply bliss
Different day new song a whole new beat
The new, ready to go to battle never accepting defeat
Sadly i wasn’t looking recruit another
My savior was your love but you didn’t care to cover
Call it bullshit but you still must admit that truth
Guarantee they promise to keep the issues under our roof
Too many times I heard those stinging NOs
Meanwhile it was an cop out so you could be on the go
Well baby here’s your walking papers you are FREE
With all the emotions and logics I tried sift through I apologize for not being the wife you felt I needed to be