I’m somehow paler now than I was through Winter
And ghosting when I’d rather be out toasting,
Even if it were still out frosting
Nah b, but I might just be lying to me,
Cuz time is teaching me what boundaries and growth mean
Like putting things in their proper place
Instead of tossed in a drawer of disheveled space
Because you don’t get taught the how,
Always just told the what
But I’m uncovering how poetry is my recovery
For, it is perspective renewed
When I can hardly see past the overcasts
And my eyes stay open doing unpaid overnights
Still, to honor ALL the parts that come with You
With the space to feel your feels
And just give it some comfort food
Or maybe a nap,
And take it all in with just a baby step
And, I couldn’t so much regret the ease..
For the tomorrows to perhaps bring a better breeze
By: Saleda Abdul