Depression… Is like being in a dark room that you just can’t get out of no matter how hard you try.
There’s nothing in it but you and dark emptiness
And it’s suffocating.
Yet it tingles at the same time
Like an electric current running through your body
Waking up motivated one day
And empty the next.
I’d rather die than be stuck in this deep darkness,
I’d rather die than be stuck in this never ending sadness that I call hell!
But if I did that…
Then it would win.
This disease that constantly puts you down,
Tells you you’re not good enough,
And makes the simple task of waking up every morning…
One of the hardest things to accomplish.
It would win…
The never ending battle with your own mind
The constant fight to keep pushing through all the pain-
when the only thing you really want to do is let it take over
It would all be for nothing.
I am not a quitter
This spell that my brain has cast over my body…
It will not be the end of me.
The struggle will continue
But I will know that I am a fighter
And I won’t let it win.