Performed by Anne McMaster
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Edited by Kyle Drier
Casting by Sean Ballantyne
Produced by Matthew Toffolo
Performed by Anne McMaster
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Edited by Kyle Drier
Casting by Sean Ballantyne
Produced by Matthew Toffolo
Performed by Anne McMaster
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Edited by Kyle Drier
Casting by Sean Ballantyne
Produced by Matthew Toffolo
As I sit by the window….
gun in my hand wanting to go to the promise land
Father Time told me my time was up and he grabbed my hand
Waiting for a nigga to jump aiming straight for a gland
this is how i do it
One bullet two bullet as I loaded the clip
thats when realization hits
Would I soar through pearly gates or touch the ashes of hell
This thing I thought was a gun clearly just a figment
I didn’t wanna stain the carpet with my red pigment
Now a body lays with no life but no bang
its crazy because i can still feel the life pumping through my veins
You would’ve thought we were conjoined as pain we shared
if this is it what did i contribute to this world besides the fame
Why would the world spit this event into my peripheral
My glutenous appetite devours those who entertain
My insecurities and those who make me forget my pain
Ask the Son of God for more blessings and he gives me rain
I don’t question my actions when I recognize my motives
Gun to my head, waiting for the perfect moment
As you can see my vision wasn’t false
My imagination caused me to go off impulse
Forced to be confined to a place of darkness
Who can I blame for all this madness you ask
That question and answer involve a deadly task
But do you dare go deeper
Look at the body and reach in its pocket
There you will find out my secrets and such
I pass lives on the daily
Maybe I push my faith
Insecurities challenge me
Maybe my hope’s too late
I start running down the street
The reason I’m losing weight
But the demons catch up to me
Suicide thoughts in my brain
Fuck it I took one life why not take my own
Who gonna miss me when I’m gone
I should go ahead and wrap this up
No more plus I won’t last Jail
It’ll be easier to survive in the place they call hell
I let the bullet rip and destroy the memories I made
Red pigment on the floor, sorry for the clean up maid
The moment the trigger pulled my feet had touched the floor
Ashes of bones and fire, hell is where I am home
The demons run scared knowing that I arrived
Cus I wasn’t scared to take my own after taking another life
Performed by Brian Scott Carleton
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Edited by Kyle Drier
Casting by Sean Ballantyne
Produced by Matthew Toffolo
You want a voice,
Like your shoelace,
Filtered as it passes
Through your loops.
You want to twist it,
Stretch it,
Pull it,
As hard as you can,
And tie it tightly
So that it never breathes.
But honey,
Let me tell you,
Mine is a tripwire
And if you so much as touch it
It will cause an explosion!
– VEDIKA GARODIA
Here I am Here I am
Dark as night insides saintly snow white
The blight the blight
Shake the innards this Wizard of Oz and said cause
Tearing eyes dangling jaws
A tiger strikes feel the claws
Puppies fright kitten paws
It gnaws it gnaws
Empty the precious Lambs
My eyes the fire my words the saw
The Law the Law
Insideous these aches tremors and quakes
This lake it takes a fire douses evil desires
Mired Mired
Tempted the empty in darkness he kept me
How long must this go on..?
This frightened night this sinners dawn
Cheats repeat and seek a pawn
He is gone He is gone
Confess to messing
The invisible invincible goes on and on
He knows your weakness your desires to defeat the meekest
So Wrong so Wrong
Tigers eyes now chastise the ignorant non wise
Then turns black these skies
The Truth the Truth
The jackal is dancing the goat and hoof
A cloven one has stolen one
The mildest of the violent in creeps the silence
Mightiest of men now run riot
I am I am
A ray of light day turns to night
Luminous this human has fallen from greatest of heights
Now delivered as the Lamb stands quivered
Lips spit violence as violins play silent
Here I am here I am
The tempted now redempted blasphemous now emptied
You know who I am You know who I am
Cries said by the Silence of the Lambs
©DRBII☆2019
©CNNCHAOSNEWSNETWORK
*walks back in the other room*
Soooo look slim tell me how you/we got here
I ain’t mad nor will I judge
Just need to get this crystal clear
Looking her way but she wont budge
Excuse me I asked you a question
Can you please answer me
Because now I’m scared
Next thing I know she holds up her hand like pause
Grabs some paper and pen then writes Confession
Confession what can this be
She writes I’m deaf and I drove
Bringing me home what was your cause
She writes I watched from the corner as you would drink
Puzzled as hell I inch to the door
She writes I’m sorry but it’s not what you think
My hand is close and she drops to the floor
Not really sure what I should do
But my mind is telling me “GetOut”
I head back towards the entrance but feel a sharp pain
See this where it’s get creepy
I have your attention
Oh there’s more
Just wait…….
Best of February Readings performed by Danielle Nicole
Poetry Reading: 12:20th Freestyle
Poetry Reading: Fara, Fara, Fair as Light by Nadia Bruce-Rawlings
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmrYNaYGrfk
Poetry Reading: The Lament by Cleveland W. Gibson
Poetry Reading: Prosecco Blond by Roger Hayman
Poetry Reading: Rapture of the Mind by Kelly Loraine Stearns
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7BsRcQNhXnM
Poetry Reading: SHADOW LIFE by Keith Mark Gaboury
Poetry Reading: The Battle Within by Maurice Williams Sr
A woman baring arms is beautiful and lovely.
Symbolic are the arms of womanhood, open and outstretched in time of need.
A woman baring arms is strong to uplift the downtrodden,
Sensitive to men, women and children equally.
A woman baring arms faithfully prays without ceasing, extends her heart most graciously.
A woman baring arms digs deeply to cultivate Earth’s nutrients,
Harvests its’ gifts to feed the hungry, she cares for mankind generously.
A woman baring arms lifts up a standard of excellence,
Holds up a light to shine brightly in darkness, spreads joy to all indiscriminately.
A woman baring arms sweetly hugs humanity instinctively,
Embraces its’ hopes and dreams completely,
Presses us to leave past fears and present dangers immediately,
Pulls us into a brave new future expediently.
A woman baring arms spreads love through her children and gently guides her man toward victory.
A Poem for First Lady Michelle Obama by Victoria Ryan-Bailey
Wake me up when the skies are silenced,
so that I may watch the sun rise
through a clear horizon.
I wish to see the lavender and clementine rays
weaved to adorn the heavens over Arabia.
And when you see my head rise,
half a skull – but synapses intact,
do not disturb me
from my weeping.
I remember how these skies resemble
the delicate face of my younger brother.
He is neither white nor black;
he is purple and orange.
Wake me up when the shrapnel has shushed
so that I am awoken by lullabies,
and not serenaded by the songs of war.
The songs that have eloped with the refugees
who carry the shards
of my motherland
in their tongues and hearts.
For these drones invaded
the second stanza of
my mother’s song.
And I need to hear the last line.
I need to hear the line that came before
the roof collapsed like an arthritic fracture.
Before it pierced my soul.
I can hear the last line now.
Just as clear as I hear the front line,
as it echoes and drills
against my gravestone.
And some day I will rise,
and my spine will arch
around the dome of
the Temple of Aleppo.
And I will testify to all creation,
the color of these skies.
The Land of the Free
This is the land of the free.
Where dreams are conceived,
fornicated with and aborted
all at the same time.
Where we are defined by face value
so value only runs as deep as my veins,
never penetrating the soul.
They define me through my face
and my lion through his mane,
as he graces his way through predatorial terrain,
now made fashionable editorial fame,
this is my Muslim game.
This is the land of the free,
that teaches me that this temporary life
is about glory in the dollar
and disgrace in preserving.
Telling us that we are not deserving
until we have served ourselves on platters;
Too weak to eat, but we let them feed
from these spines
that carried the slave
from incarceration to liberation.
Let them read from this spine
the vowels in this Holy Book of mine.
This is the land of the free,
That teaches me it could not have been Adam
that ate from the tree,
it must have been Eve.
That tells me that women from middle-eastern plains
are on reins, in the chains of patriarchy,
Forgetting that these veils
are only curtains that must be drawn
for a short while,
for what lies behind
cannot be anticipated
by just any eye.
Behold!
I am more than just flesh,
I am soul.
And I cannot be sold
if no one on this earth owns me.
This forehead will prostrate to the only One
with the capacity to create.
Al-Khaaliq Al-Azeez,
Ar-Rahmaan Ar-Raheem.
This is the land of the free,
that became easy on the eyes
and rough on the souls,
yet man wonders why his heart
can no longer hear the divine call.
This is the land of the free,
Where black lives matter less
than they did before civil rights called.
This is the black dead child knocking on your door:
“For what reason was I killed?”
It is this reason that my children’s children
will be still the next time they are stopped and frisked.
They will not flinch,
because government approved lynching
is seen on every media outlet, this news
told through politically corrected views.
This is the land of the free
The glorious land of the free.
The land of milk and honey,
The land of self-tyranny.
Where women will be recognized anatomically
And men categorized melaninically,
Children’s futures decidedly socioeconomically.
‘Success’ derived anti-religiously.
Where arrogance is placed,
and defined pyramidically.
Where wars are decided
according to strategic gain –hierarchically:
Where you leave the reins of your freedom
in hands that will never possess you.
This land of possession.
This land built on native preservation.
This is the land from which we eat
the fruits of the forbidden tree.
This is the Land of the Free.