And the next time you look in the mirror I hope you’re crying because you recognize the warrior that trekked through those hazy pathways to be the kind of beautiful that actually matters.
L. Dee
And the next time you look in the mirror I hope you’re crying because you recognize the warrior that trekked through those hazy pathways to be the kind of beautiful that actually matters.
L. Dee
Darkness, the colours of souls astray
Lost within the gloom of dawn
Piercing brightness breaks aloft
Dirt, rocks and gravel swallow the glare
No remnants prevail underneath
Shadowed creatures hidden in plain sight
Secreted between the folds of time
Which has lost all essence
To those that remain forgotten
In the box
I am sworn to secrecy
Petrified
His gaze against the shadows of the bars
has grown so weary
it deflates in fades
Suppressing the entirety of his remorse
‘To him, there seem to be a thousand bars
and back behind those one thousand bars no world’.
The soft
The righteous
The other step
runs away with the breath of space
In a time undefined by reason
In the smallest of shifts and turns, circling
moves like a dance of strength around a core
in which an eccentric
stands upright
In time there always remains a question
The faith that transcends
The magic curtain slides
from side to side
soundlessly — He is there.
So many possibilities to be free from the beginning, and uproot the past of burden burgeoning like a flower’s ability to withstand change in unpredictable soil and yet still feel alive.
He expands through the tension
the calmness of limbs — and stems
in the heart which fate prescribes to be a mighty will stood parallel to them.
Love is unintentional decision making upon the choosing of a
Solidified destiny
A clairvoyant
romantic
Bat wings in my heart
Calm bleeding
Smiling full
This life is my teacher
Take me to a room
without an education please
Put down a book that moves the table and reads the script from my last piece
Not the other way around
Magical thinking describes our destiny, the rest is fate
I’m not here to school you
Death happens
And clutter builds into a false enamel
Eventual decay
If not maintained
Fleeing toxicity is a freedom beyond understanding
Outside the peripheral
grief spins me upside down
The last flower petal remains
With it’s scent forever reminding
me
Of our song
In solitude
When the streets are lit with lamp designs
And Arabian nights alive in the instrumentals
My senses
mystified
Living within our home without
The perfect combination
Of chivalry, compassion, and attention to the details
This is an emotionally available man
Sin is a perception
Redemption; clarity
Pure mist
The clearance of past partners
Leaves my space
To make rooms upon the doors newly turned
for an atmosphere of hope
The written letter reads as I write:
To my love, I love you with all my being.
For You are everything I asked for when
My mind left me
My consciousness awoke for you to be found by me now.
And that cannot be duplicated.
For I am Gratefully blessed. By you.
To Our eternity.
Cheers to our eternity.
I’m with you.
Would you pardon me
as I try to pick up
the broken pieces of my life?
My reflection looks different now
can you see me still inside?
Will you put me in a box
just because it has a label?
Will you invite me in to eat?
Will you seat me at your table?
The ocean got congealed up to squeeze me into nothingness.
The sky condensed and engulfed the entire Earth to eternal hiatus !
My finer soul escaped out from the almost impenetrable tapestry of nature’s snare .
A pungent odour from a huge ball of chlorophyll aroused cosmic sneezing.
A shoal of galactic drones desperately delved into the stinking debris .
A group of alien phantoms fondled my famished soul to glory of juvenile puberty!
Dark foaming water is screaming for blood
Shivering legs battle to stay steady on the slippery deck.
Inky rain has engulfed the quivering oil lit orange light
Dying slowly from the distant windows of phare in wreck.
Gale is rising, so is the howls of scurrying men, shrieking
The reaper is dancing on the wooden men tossing on waves.
The king among men attired with rubies, diamonds & pearls
On their knees, the bones chattering like the tethers of slaves.
Two third of the night has passed, rain and rheum hold my eyes
A lone soul on the mast of the ship, I know the shore is not far.
In the dim distance from churning sea are the silent rocky edges
But strength is failing now, my sail is torn cannot hold air aflare.
Tossing in the ocean, a mere twig of frail mortal men with pride
Captain, can’t see you? Look at me for a moment in between your chores.
From the lowest deck, as you passed by, have seen your soft smile
Hold my sail. I have lead in my legs I will drown a knot from the shore.
A Poem by L.J. Williams © 2020
Whatever has the tender earth done to Charlotte Black!?
She used to roam the meadow, soft and green, and
Pick the pristine daisies while the sun was still serene.
It teased her from behind the clouds, which she would scry
It sent its gentle rays to sparkle brightly on the stream
That burbled over friendly rocks, and warbling birds
Would join the chorus with their song, and
Charlotte Black would feel their joy, and sing along.
She felt the soft, brown earth between her toes, and
Asked the bubbling water where it comes from;
Where it goes. She wondered, too,
What mysteries lay in rotted logs,
How long trees lived;
What was hidden in the forests;
What lurked in bogs; and
What turned tadpoles into frogs?
But Charlotte doesn’t go there anymore.
The sun is now a hostile host, the sky is crossed with
Vapor trails and song of birds are thin upon the air,
And as for frogs, well, they’re no longer there.
The buzz of bees is silent and the meadow flowers
Mourn the absence of their suitors; now they’re
Wilted and forlorn. The stream is dry and poisoned
With some run-off undisclosed, and the gentle earth is
Acrid, and it burned poor Charlotte’s toes.
It scalds the tender skins of fragile earth worms
As they toil. The rain that fell so soft upon her face
Is now as acrid as the soil.
And Charlotte said:
“The tender earth laments her woes; and tears her
Grassy hair that’s often dry from lack of rain.
She spews her rage in blackened lava flows.
She throws her rocks around, and screams her pain
In winds of hurricanes and storms. Her insects,
Now unchecked by predators, attack in swarms.
She shakes the earth until it trembles, and it cracks.
She drowns the world in floods; she sheds great tears,
But nothing can assuage her pain, and nothing can
Expunge the gross abuse of countless years.
She vents her rage in wild fires that consume the trees,
And burn her forests black. And Charlotte cried:
“If only the ‘Old Ones’ could return, and
Water poor old Gia with their tears…
If I go there again, I fear, I won’t be coming back.
Maybe I’ll sink into some vast hole in the ground,
Or I’ll be hit by fragments of falling space debris,
Whatever has this harsh world done to trash its home,
And finally bring poor Gia to her knees? ”
But is it all our fault alone? What if the tender earth
Is going through a ‘change of life’ that’s all her own?
Will Gia ‘die’, or will she slip into a long, long
Sleep while her ravaged body casts off any trace
That there ever was a human race?
Perhaps this would have happened anyway,
For earth is old, far older than we know, and
She must go through planetary cycles of her own.
There is much talk of ‘New Earth’ in the
Higher realms, but we will have to ‘slip our
Earthly bonds’ to enter in, and like the lowly
Snake that sheds its skin, we’ll have to grow
Beyond the mind-set that we’re in.
And search for what our hearts already know.
This planet is our home,
But through our heartless greed and
Lack of love and gratitude, we have increased
Her Pain, and therefore, ours, of course.
Through lack of loving husbandry.
The Earth is ruined, and drained of all her
Vast fecundity; her rich life force.
No longer can she bear our weight.
She’s had enough, and like a burnt-out wife,
She’s seeking a divorce.”
So, this is what the tender earth is driven to,
And it may be some many thousand years,
Or more, before she makes it back.
How sad for you; how sad for me
How sad for Charlotte Black.
i have died for beauty’s sake
she lured me with a poem
though it may break
a heart can’t ache
it if’s been turned to stone
i have heard the siren’s wail
(the beast in me was done)
the moonlight pale
a scrape of scale
and so my will was flown
i have seen desire’s lie
base lust was all i’d known
but when she sighed
her steady eyes
sent tremors to my bones
i have lived for beauty’s grace
abandoning my home
she tired of chase
concealed her face
and I have died alone
–kay gardner
Another tear travels down my
face And soaks my pillow
Oh what tears must meander down
your cheeks too!. . .
Motherless children, I wish
I could explain,
I wish you knew.
I look at myself, deep beyond
the eyes reflecting in the
mirror, only to see your
green whirlpools, staring back
at me, what a dazzling view.
Emerald forests of splendour,
do they sparkle?
Or are they dull too?
I know the Lord hears me when we
talk heart to heart . . . . .
Creator of those eyes we share,
wiping the tears, whispering
peace to each part.
Healer of souls, Redeemer,
Restorer,
He’ll replenish our days apart
Our future awaits,
a new journey,
our past will become blurred
Clinging to His Garment is MY
way forward,
please come back to me,
Lets build a new future,
a fresh start?
I long for you both,
like me,
I long for you to be freed.
A.E. 14-06-19
You should be scared
Scared of symmetrical smiles
of mystical eyes
white teeth
breath purified
Of have a nice days
the month of May
Everything okay?
Yeah, everything’s okay
Of positive thinkers
steady blinkers
gnomes in gardens
clean-cut shavers
Of old ragged flags
of I love you shags
of trend-setters
in trendy rags
Of the hopers
the delayers
these slayers
of evildoers
Of I wish you were heres
of the small-talkers
the how’s the family
the licenced stalkers
Of nice tattoos
of blue suede shoes
of decorative punks
with baby cunts
Of happy parents
at children’s parties
of bored housewives
who dreams of hippies
Of A graders
degraded B graders
pissed off C graders
and the maybeers
Of sofa violence
on Mary Jane
comedies
of hobby pain
Of live and let live
it’s all the same
just stay out of my fucking garden
and play the game
Of polished lines that seem to know
that points away towards the foe
Rhymes that time perfectly
Yeah, you should be scared of me
I’m just kidding
have a nice day